I guess i just can't forget completely

Although it has really been quite awhile,i guess there are certain things that i really can't forget no matter how hard i try. Every now and then,when i happen to be at certain places or when i end up doing certain things or even watching others,the memories just keep flooding back. I believe i am not the only one who is feeling this way. Even my good fren JJ is feeling the same,rite JJ? Haha..i am sure many other people,man or woman would feel the same too.Took 147 home from dhoby ghaut today after playing lan games with JJ.Along the way,i did the usual,with my mp3 playing,i just looked out of the window at the night life. It so happened that when the bus went by serangoon bus interchange,i suddenly thought of the past. About how after sch,we would just take 81 all the way to this interchange,then take 81 back again as it would pass by her house and i would see her home.Sounds ridiculous eh? But to me,i felt that it was nice to be able to spend just some quality time with her,even if it was used on a worthless bus ride with no exact destination in mind.Haha,those were the days. Suddenly the memories just hit me like that and this is not the first time. The Bugis junction toilet,the clarke quay bus stop,the clarke quay stretch of river,esplanade..Ah,all these places just make me remember those times subconsciously. It's not like i did it on purpose but these things just come naturally. I wonder how are things going on for her. I suppose it won't be as frequent as mine. Afterall,she is now attached so perhaps she will not be reminded about the past as much as i do.Maybe like the way JJ put it,the only time we will really start to move on proper would be the time we find ourselves another girlfriend. Haha,sounds so crude eh? Call us assholes if you want to but i doubt simply trying to forget on our part is ever enough.And don't get the wrong idea,finding a new girlfriend isn't about using her as a substitution. Rather,it is for us to really start life afresh,to love another and to build the memories from scratch once again.That is if we really find someone else that is..In the mean time,while both of us are still single,i guess once in awhile these memories will still come back on their own. Theres nothing much we can really do. Just for the moment,we can smile to ourselves and be glad that it happened. Thereafter,it's back to reality again.=)