My life...

It has really been awhile since i last blogged...10 days to be exact and in the spate of this 10 days,much has taken place and i have done quite abit of thinking as well. But first things first,right now as i am typing this entry,i am feeling very horrible,not emotionally but rather physically.This is simply because i am sick. I am having a severe abdominal pain,headache as well as aches in my joints all over my body. I had actually reported to my workplace this morning for work as usual but prior to making my way in,i decided that the pain was too much for me to bear for the rest of the day so i took a bus back instead and proceeded to pay a visit to the doctor's. According to the doctor,i am down with some viral infection and quite alot of people have gotten it.But at this point of time,i am really thankful----thankful not because i am sick but rather thankful because in the midst of it all.there is this wonderful girl by my side,worrying and caring about me and she is none other than my love.I can just picture myself being single at this moment,having to suffer on my own with no one else to bother about me. I would be sleeping now instead of typing this blog that has much to do about my feelings and thoughts about her. It's like through this short period of time that we've been together,i have gotten to know so much about her and vice versa.I shan't dive into the details but one thing is for sure,just by being herself,she has already fulfilled all the expectations that i would have of a girlfriend.I am not making things up or exaggerating but this is simply the truth.She is just the girl that i have been hoping to meet all along but not once before we got together have i ever felt that i would be so lucky.Well,she has proven me wrong. I have always thought so lowly of myself even to the extent that i had labelled her as "untouchable" for never had i expected myself to be able to get together with her.But ever since the day i started getting to know her,i've realised with time that she is indeed one of a kind and we really could connect so well.And as the days went by and i got more and more acquainted with her,i slowly realised that this is just the girl i had been looking for.God has been generous enough to let me meet and get to know her but on top of that,he has been all the more generous in putting us together. Not once have i ever regretted being with her and never have i ever doubted that she is the one. All that is on my mind is that i want to walk this path together with her hand in hand,wherever it may lead us,i just want to reach the end with her. I have never felt so positive towards a relationship before....Not saying that i had many in the past but rather during my past relationships,i would have doubts in my mind whether or not it was possible and there were also times when i felt that things were not right.But for this one,i'm just feeling so positive about it and there is simply nothing about it that i would like to change.Two movies i watched recently just left a couple of thoughts in my head. they are "the persuit of happiness" and "300". If you have watched both shows, " the persuit of happiness" just made me feel that my happiness is derived from her,that she is my happiness and the reason why i smile.I would give all i can to make sure she is happy as well. As for "300" although the show is mainly about war,once again,the first thought that came to my mind was that i would gladly fight for her and to protect her with my own life. She is simply too important to me and i will not want anything to happen to her for as long as i am around.I just can't describe how much i love her but everytime i say the words "i love you" or "i miss you" i really do so with so much emotions inside of me.I have not felt like this before and for once,it seems like things are going just the way i want them to=).Right now,she must be on sentosa at rasa with her family and i am missing her so much. But it is ok,i shall see her in 2 days time on sun where according to her,i have a huge feat of dragging her to church....i think i will succeed=P. Shall end here and give her a call now to update her on my situation=).