Saturday, April 14, 2007

The bliss of being in this relationship

I am really in such bliss right now. It's really so nice being with her. Only with her have i been to places where i never thought i would go to. So far after being together for 2 months plus,the places we have visited inclue the national museum,the night safari,the bird park and there are lots to come! We plan on visiting images of singapore,going ice skating etc etc.. I mean,these are all things i like to do and places i like to visit but such chances have never come knocking on my door before until i'm with her. It's really such a nice feeling to go about engaging in such activities with her,right my love? HAha. On top of that,the many small conversations we have,our "future talk",our complaining and whining. All these are just so sweet. It's not with anyone that you will have such a connection with and having it with her just reaffirms my believe---that she is simply the one. Now all that is required is for us and the relationship to withstand the trials of time. I'm sure we can make it. Afterall,i no longer just see her just as my girlfriend..she is beyond that---she is a soulmate and a possible wife as well=).

Complains about work

It's been awhile since i last complained about work but recently several incidents that have taken place have prompted me to put in this entry. In the past when i was just doing token feeding or birds photography,i was constantly on my own. I had the freedom to do what i wanted to do and at my own pace. But recently,i have been deployed to work at the animal friend's show(AFS) on a daily basis and i am put on a buddy system. This basically means that there is someone else working with me. Apparently what is happening is that the people that i work with at AFS are constantly breathing down my throat. The people i am talking about actually revolves around these 2 colleagues of mine who are a couple. Both of them are always asking me what i have done during a particular period of time and if they are not satisfied,they would pass comments like " why take so long?" or "what time already?" and even better still "what have you been doing during this time". I hate the fact that they are always there to keep track of my movement and time me. I mean,why can't you just leave me alone and let me be? I know what i am supposed to accomplish and i will do it in time for the end of the time. All i need is the freedom to perform my duties without having to report to anyone. I mean who am i to you? You and i are of the same rank just that one of them is a full timer and the other is a part timer who is in the process of being converted into a full timer. Just because you work longer at AFS doens't mean that you should treat me like a complete idiot. Do not boss me around like i am a contract worker and even if i am the contract worker,the least you can do is show some respect. Things like these really turn me off and takes the fun of working at the zoo away. It is no longer about having fun at work. Instead,everytime i go to work,i would be dragging myself there. I am working only because of the animals. It is because of them that i would accomplish my task and i would accomplish them nicely. I am not your slave so get off my back,it's no wonder you 2 are an item.....just 2 more months to go and i shall be free!

My experience at the polyclinic

Well it has been a really long time since i last went to the polyclinic. The last i can remember vaguely was when i was really young,maybe around 10yrs old. I had to go to tampines polyclinic for an x-ray of my chest. Then yesterday,i went to hougang polyclinic as i wasn't feeling too well. When i arrived,the first thing that greeted me at the entrace was this box with a lady inside. It kinda resembled a small guardhouse. Anyway,i approached the lady and i asked her what i had to do to see a doctor. She told me to give her my IC which i produced and she then proceeded to scan the barcode. After that,i was issued a queue ticket and she informed me to move over to this big room over to the right with the word "REGISTRATION" written on top. Apparently,what i had just gone through was merely a check in and now,i had to wait for my turn before i could be registered. I was constantly hesitating in my mind if i should just continue the whole procedure of seeing a doctor at the polyclinic or should i just throw my queue ticket away and go to a private clinic instead. Several minutes passed and there was a point in time when i had already crushed my queue ticket and was about to throw it away. Then i saw that it was just 3 people away from my turn and so i decided to wait. That turned out to be a very big mistake. After registering,i was informed to proceed up to the 2nd floor and wait outside room 20 for my consultation turn. I was taken aback then as i had originally thought that all the consultation was done on the first floor and a peak at the crowd size earlier which wasn't too big made me decide to stay on at the polyclinic. At this point of time i was thinking "shit,u mean there is a level 2 for consultation?" So i went upstairs and true enough,i saw lots of rooms and lots more people waiting around. I glanced at the crowd outside room 20...hmm,it numbered around 10-15..not too bad. So i took a seat as well and waited patiently for my turn. Then an hour passed and there seemed to be not much of a progress and at this point of time,i caught sight of an information board which displayed "your queue numbers may not be called in order...approximate waiting time for walk-in patients is 2hrs 5minutes". I was like "what the hell?!" It was too late for me to realise that my butt had to be glued to the seat for yet another hour. So i continued to wait as usual. There were several times when after a patient has left the room,for another 5 minutes nobody entered. Then i heard 2 aunties next to me commenting that it has been so long and nobody seemed to have gone in to see the doctor. I thought to myself that the doctor inside must be slacking and taking his own sweet time. Afterall,he isn't paid according to the number of patients he sees but rather how long he works for. So nevermind the fact that he cannot clear all his patients...Other doctors will just help him with it. In contrast,the doctor in room 19 was very fast and efficient. The moment a patient left the room,yet another would be called. Finally,after 2hrs of waiting,my number was called. I had described to the doctor what my symptoms were but he did not bother to probe deeper but instead just wrote down all i had to say. Then i told him that i needed an MC for the day and if possible the next day and his reply was" our policy is to give one day MC,if you are still unwell tomorrow then come back again for another day of MC" . I couldn't take it anymore..i was not going to come back the next day and wait for another 2hrs just to get an MC so i just had to be contented with the MC for one day. The doctor then informed me to proceed to the pharmacy located downstairs for my medication. I thought it would be as simple as going in,taking my medication and getting out of there but i was wrong. When i entered the pharmacy,a crowd of people greeted me. They were not there to hand me my medicine. Instead,they were all there to collect their medication and it was yet another queue ticket system. This time round,i was not sure about how to obtain a queue ticket for myself so i approached this small counter and made enquiries. The lady told me that she handled other cases and that i should go over there to get a number by pointing to her right. So i wnet over and after looking around for awhile,i finally caught sight of this counter with a sign above that read "queue number". There was yet another information board in the pharmacy and this round it displayed that the waiting time was approximately 45minutes". After about 30minutes i finally got my medicine and after making my payment of $11.40,i left the polyclinic. I did a little comparison after that. A trip to a private clinic would cost me about $26 but the time would be much shorter. As compared to the 2hrs 30min that i spent at the polyclinic,visiting a private doctor would only take me about 30minutes or maybe less. So i worked it out,it was just as good as me saving 2hrs of my pay but at the extent of waiting for 2 miserable hours. Even a hospitals A & E would have been faster. So i concluded that my experience at the polyclinic was a horrible one and never am i ever going back there again just for consultation. Yes it may be cheaper but considering the fact that most of the patients there are the elderly,it is not worth it. They are already so weak,old and sick yet asking them to wait for so long would just be adding on to their sufferings. Perhaps something has to be done about the whole system. What do you think?

Sunday, April 08, 2007

The Ups and Downs

It's been slightly more than 2 mths that we have been together. Over the course of these 2 months,we have experienced the ups and downs of our relationship. There were plenty of smiles and laughter but then again there are also the times when we had our disagreements. Somehow i do not believe what others say,about the initial stage of a relationship being the "honeymoon period". I feel that if anything were to happen - quarrels or disagreements,they need not happen only after a specific phase in the relationship. Instead,such incidents can take place anytime,anywhere. It is simply the process of getting to know one another better. How a couple is going to handle the issue is what is important. If they choose to see all these as signs telling them that they are incompatible,then most probably,the relationship will end up in a breakup. Instead,if they choose to learn and understand one another better by giving and taking,the relationship can only get stronger. Well,for me,i believe in the latter... I choose to see disagreements as an avenue to know my love better,to be a better boyfriend for her. Like i've mentioned before,being with her is an enntirely different feeling from what i had in the past. I'm not saying that in the past what i felt was nothing but rather,being with her,i feel so much more at ease. I really feel comfortable and there is simply no restrictions. I'm sure the same goes for her as well am i right? Haha. Anyway,being with her,i am able to see the future. I can picture what is installed for us and how everything would be like in time to come. For now,although all these have not come true, i can already say that it is going to be beautiful- provided i can realise it all with her. Everyday with her is like a blessing and sometimes i still think about how i could actually end up with her. Well i am happy,so very happy to have her in my life and all i am hoping for is for this relationship to be able to withstand the trials of time and the challenges that may come along. Arguments and disagreements will still come along but till then,i am gonna enjoy every single moment with her. Even if they happen,i will not give up,afterall,there is no such thing as a honeymoon period and we did not end up together just by chance=)