That time of the month

Now what are you guys thinking about? No it isn't the monthly period but rather,tomorrow marks the one month that me and that special someone have been together. For a moment there,it feels as though we have been together forever,sharing all the fun moments and knowing one another so well. I'd like to say that this entire one month has been simply magical. It is also a period of time where i was at my happiest. Getting to know her has been a real blessing to me and i am really thankful to God and fate for letting our paths meet and placing the 2 of us together. Now that we have hit the 1 mth mark,i am praying for many more 1 mths to come..and in no time,the months will turn to years and may the years turn into a lifetime=). I'm just hoping that we would never part cos i really feel that connection between us which i have never felt before. My love,i love you so much and i will be looking forward to after work tomorrow when i will be meeting you=).

A special gift from a special person=)

Yep,this is the gift..It's actually a cotton-topped tamarin plush toy from the Singapore Zoo. Why i say that it is special is because it was bought by that one special person in my life. She actually took the time and effort to purchase the gift for me.On top of that,she had taken notice of what i had been saying---about cotton-topped tamarins being very cute and stuff...So to me,it shows that she had been observant,that she had been paying attention to me which is really nice because not many people in the world would really take note of what you are saying and that was what she did=). I really like the gift alot...It means alot to me and everytime i open my cupboard and look at it,it will remind me of her. Other than that,today for the Happy Hogs Show,i played the warrior for the first time. Now for those of you who do not know what i am actually talking about,perhaps you may want to make your way down to animal land at the zoo. Anyway,she had actually made her way down to the zoo to catch the show(thats what she says) but i shall believe that she made her way down to catch me acting..haha! She ended up having to take a taxi down and had to walk quickly while in the zoo to make it in time for she show. Though it may seem trivial,i am moved by the fact that she went to such an extent just to make sure she caught the show/me=P. Thankfully,she felt that my acting was good so it's a relief...at least i did not screw up infront of her..haha! So for those of you who are curious to know what the show is about,do come on down to catch it...It doesn't matter if i am not the person you want to catch cause all i am concerned about is her so don't be disappointed and stuff to see this statement yeah? Haha! Happy Chinese New Year to all!

14/02/07

Ahh...Valentine's day...It was really a very special and memorable day for me. Reason being it was the very first time that i was marking valentine's day with someone special. Although the things we did were rather trivial---things we could do any other day,the feeling itself was already so wonderful. Really like and appreciate the gift that my love gave me. She actually took note of the things i said and went to get it for me..Thanks! Really happy as well that she liked my gift because it wasn't bought but handmade instead. It just showed me that she isn't a materialistic girl=). Towards the end of our entire day together,i had planned for something but unfortunately it did not manage to work out. I let her in on the plan nonetheless and she was moved by it(am i right?) hehe. To sum it all up,although it is the first valentine's day spent with my girlfriend,i can already say that it would be the best if not one of the very best that i ever have and it was because of her that it was all possible....I love you!

The eve...

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day ! And you know what?? It is the first time in my whole life that i am actually celebrating or should i say spending the day with a loved one. All along,i would either be alone,with my family or maybe friends. So this year is kind of special for me as it is my "first time" haha. Anyway,i have been working on her valentine's day present for quite sometime already and as usual,i'd prefer to make her something rather than buy it for her. Hopefully she likes it but then again,from her response,it seems as if she wun be too delighted to see it. Anyway,i will still make it and infact i will have to finish it by hook or by crook tonight,even if it means staying up for awhile. Just now i also went to Chinatown all by myself to pick up some "new year decorations". Boy was it already very crowded. After walking around for about 1/2hr,i finally found what i wanted. Hopefully this decoration of mine can be put to good use. Shall update the situation in time to come yeah? Anyway,to everyone reading this blog,a very Happy Valentine's Day to all of you,regardless if you are single,in a relationship or married. Just enjoy this special day!

Unfair treatment

I just don't agree that a person should be condemned just because he/she makes a mistake once twice or even thrice. I mean,yes,he may have faulted but shouldn't he/she still deserve a second chance? Why change the way you look at that person just because he has done something wrong before. Does it mean that just because he/she has made a mistake before,that person will definately go on making the same mistakes along the way? Is it really so hard to trust that person and believe that he/she is capable of doing good once again?? I just disagree with how some people are treated or viewed just because they have made some mistakes before. I believe in giving chances,in turning over a new leaf,in moving on and putting the entire past behind. To whom or those this entry is about,just know that i trust you/you all and you/you all have my support no matter what. This is for sure=)

Sucky day

Today was a sucky day for me. Sucky because i made some mistakes at work here and there as i was rostered to do something new and i was unfamiliar with what had to be done.The mistakes i made resulted in me being told off by some of my colleagues. Then came dry run for the CNY show. I thought that i had done my best and the performance was not bad but during debriefing,apparently the others had lots to comment about my role. They were constantly pointing out all the parts where they felt were unsatisfactory,saying things like "u could have done this...you could have done that..." . For a moment i felt so disappointed and sad. In my mind i was thinking if they had so much to say,might as well they be the ones who took up the role so they can know how it feels like. Oh well,it just isn't my day....So i poured out my frustrations to her and she actually replied me with encouraging words that put a smile upon my face. I felt really comforted,really loved knowing that she is always right there for me to turn to whenever i fall in life. Thanks alot my love,thanks for always being there for me. In the meantime,i shall look forward to tomorrow where i'll see her at work and after that,we can go out together=)

Some thoughts now

Yesterday i went out with that special someone and as usual,i had a really great time. Nevermind where we went,it was who i was with that really matters. I shan't dive into the details because it was just the 2 of us in our 2 people world=P. She and i know can already. Anyway,she is now sick--coughing,having sore throat and feeling feverish. I just hope she can get well soon,not only so that she can be fit for our next outing but at the same time because i want her to be healthy and not be ill. She must have had enough of my nagging already,asking her to drink water and rest etc...But what to do? I can only care for her....It's not as if i can make the sickness go away just like that.So special someone,if you are reading this blog,,imagine me nagging at you alright,get well soon=).

Far Away - Nickelback

This is the song that is currently playing as you are reading my blog. It is courtesy of that special someone in my life. She kinda dedicated it to me. Thank you so much for everything=)

Nickelback - Far Away

this time, this place

misused, mistakes

too long, too late

who was i to make you wait

just one chance

just one breath

just in case there's just one left'

cause you know,you know, you know

chorus

that i love you

i have loved you all along

and i miss you

been far away for far too long

i keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go

stop breathing if

i don't see you anymore

on my knees, i'll ask

last chance for one last dance'

cause with you, i'd withstand

all of hell to hold your hand

i'd give it all

i'd give for us

give anything but i won't give up'

cause you know,you know, you know

chorus

so far away

been far away for far too long

so far away

been far away for far too long

but you know, you know, you know

i wanted

i wanted you to stay'

cause i needed i need to hear you say

that i love you

i have loved you all along

and i forgive you

for being away for far too long

so keep breathing'

cause i'm not leaving you anymore

believe it

hold on to me and never let me go

keep breathing'

cause i'm not leaving you anymore

believe it

hold on to me and never let me go

06/02/07

Just woke up not too long ago around 10.10am and right now i am having my breakfast,getting ready to meet that special someone later. It's gonna be our first real outing as a couple,so excited!! Lol. Just gazed out the window and i noticed this dark cloud in the sky. Hopefully it does not spoil our plans for today. I've really been looking forward to this day for so long. Ever since the last time i met her. Just gave her a morning call just now to wake her up as well,listened to her sexy,just woke up voice. Haha. Alright,time to finish up the rest of my breakfast and get ready to leave the house....Seeya soon that special someone=)

03/02/07

I'm now waiting for my 4.45pm polar bearsfeeding to start and in the meantime,i thought that i might as well use the time to blog alittle about how the day has been for me. Well because of the fact that today is a saturday,it basically means that i would be spending the time after work with my family.Well,this also means that i am unable to come to work as well as go home together with that special someone as much as i want to. But i guess it's alright. Although for sure i would be missing her but then again to look on the bright side of things,i got to see her alot today and the next time i would be meeting her again would be real soon,on tuesday or even as early as tomorrow or monday..haha.But i must say that it is always so good to see her. Oh well,i guess thats wad love is all about eh? lol...constantly longing to see that person and when u finally see him/her,you'd be over moon. As for the rest of my day,it went on pretty well,i was rather satisfied with my feedings on the whole but the primate's kingdom feeding that took place just awhile ago was horrible---horrible not because i screwed it up but rather because the number of people who came was really miserable especially when it is a saturday today. Well well,i'm sure that polar bears later will be jammed packed but i'll be praying that the crowd won't be rowdy..i'm losing my voice.And oh! while i am typing this blog,she called...haha,nice to hear her voice but sadly can't see her cause i didn't go and look for her=X..too far for me..But nevermind,i will be passing by her location later so shall see her then. Time to end here,ciao!

It's been awhile

Well,i guess it's been awhile since i last saw her at work and today,she was at work! Haha,well,i had the priveledge of accompanying her to work infact=P But then again it's great seeing her in her uniform at the entrace again..sort of like a morale booster for me. And amazingly,it seems to work! Now i am having my break and about half the day has gone without much of a hiccup. Perhaps it is really her...so interesting..lol. But then again,i really do feel more cheerful seeing her around. Not sure if i will see her again later..Maybe i will go entrance and kajiao if not just wait for the end of the day then go home together with her.Oh yar,something funny happened just now,i was drinking my orange juice when this guest approached me for directions. So i quickly gulped down the juice but in the process i choked on the juice instead and ended up coughing away. In the end,my colleague had to give the directions on my behalf. So embarassing lah! Alright,i shall end here. May the day go on without any bad incidents.

Simply magical

Had dinner with that special someone today. After which,we went over to NTUC fairprice extra to get her breakfast stuff and in the end,we had lots of fun there,disturbing one another. But...the main focus of it all was that some really magical things happened,i shan't elaborate..only the 2 of us will know,wahaha=P. But i really enjoyed the time with that special someone...from the bottom of my heart=)